these few days especially yesterday and today are super shitty. i dont know how others feel, well but thats how i feel.
everything seems to be going wrong to me =/
commons just sucked totally except for geog. other than that i think im so gonna screw every other subject... im not satisfied with my history at all!. i know im gonna do real bad for lit. which i may even get a 2 or 3 out of 25.. im so dead. maths was ohkay today, but somehow i dont feel secured about my marks at all. it seems to me that im gonna do bad badly for it =/ i seriously dont know what to do..
and i realise im missing my aunt so much.. she was the 1 who always motivated me and encouraged me during times that were hard for me.. i always shared things with her, those things that my mum may not even know. i miss her alot.. now i dont even know who to turn to. when i have things to tell i seriously dont know who will listen. i guess i'll just have to persevere and do my part, which im not sure what it is.
God please help me to live on in ways that may please you(: and help me find my way through this messed up life.
there's ndp practices tmr.. the first 1 and the start of another busy schedule which will only end after ndp =/
-True Faith in God-
-True Love for God-
>3 judith.
