it wasn't something that i could control but it was also something that i didn't like.
the way you told me to do something was ridiculous. how you threatened and forced me to it. i couldn't do anything and didn't want a conflict to be happening. the only way was to give in, you never did while it was me who HAD to give in to prevent everything from happening. i wasnt as if it was going to fly away or what, why can't i just do it another day? i really don't understand. i took it as sudden moodswings or pms but i really can't stand it anymore. i actually did what you wanted, but all you said was it wasn't enough. could you just learn not to take things for granted? its already after the exams, but everything i ask the ans was definite: no. seems that crying could allow me to forget or at least not think so much about it, so i should just do that :/
maths and chem papers are back.
there's this one word that could describe my maths paper: CARELESS!!!! :/
i have good subtraction skills man: 8-1=8 wahahahahahah :D
and i didn't put a minus sign when i supposed to. lol
but overall i was QUITE but not VERY pleased with my maths results. well, at least an a1 though (:
chem was ok lah. i don't know how to explain it.
it seems like i know how to ans but then again i dont know how to ans. i don't know what i'm talking about. lol. anyway, i have to get a 19.5/30 for physics in order to get a1 for science. i really don't know whether i'm able or not. haiz :/
wells, i'll just have to wait till monday to be able to know the other marks. yay
maybe when everything was said and done, they'd go back home :D
